unfucking myself

Sometimes I wonder how long it takes to unfuck yourself? All the money and time I've spent on personal development ... which I thought was worth it ... and now I'm in therapy! Fuck, fuck, fuck. Maybe I should have just started with the therapy and saved myself time and trouble.

So, why am I in therapy? Because my marriage was about to fall apart. Turns out my wife, me and our relationship all need therapy, separately. Time consuming and expensive.

Also worth it. I hope. At least now I can really feel angry about being sexually abused as a kid. I'm paying enough to!

Just not sure that I'm any happier, yet.